It's so weird. It is summer, The Summer, and , nothing new, I'm still doing the same - nothing. It's not how I was planing ... Or at least thinkin' .... I'm writing at night in the notebook but am it is not helping me at all. I miss him. Him too. The last night I was thinking how nice it would be to talk the whole night with him, like old times... Would be great to talk to him to. I miss him, he's like a brother to me, too bad he doesn't know that... Yet... It is so hard to be silent for so long but now it's even harder, 'cause it's summer... I'm writing the same crap everytime I've got a chance... My life is too boring...

Any ideas how to change it for a lonely 16 year old girl?....




xoxo Your Girl ;*




See you when I see you ;]