People often asks me: 'what I like to do' for profession that is. And the more they ask me that, the more and more I answer pretty much the same: 'don't know'. And It's true. I really don't now What I Like To Be in Life... I only know what I Would Like to be and do in life, but I do know some things are impossible to do, because there is one little problem - MONEY, CASH, THE GREENS.... But despite this fact, an idea came to my while reading Bryan Tracy 'Million Dollar Habits' - the next time someone asks me what I like to do in life my answer will be simple: 'Travel the world, see places, meet people, learn how to fight, understand other countries culture, dishes, clothing, philosophy, their living habits, how they understand things, what is meaning of living to them, just talk to them about how they feel.' - all that's left to do is not to forget this ;D
Because seriously I mean, what can I do? I can't think of any profession I could actually reach for, or at least pick one from the few 'I fit for' because they're not the ones I prefer... Be stuck into a university for another minimum ten years - I don't think so... Never I've tried to get 'public acceptance' in life, because it's not something I want, it's always been better for me to be something in my friends eyes than in whole's school's or city's even country's. I don't have what it takes to Be Somebody Big.. Well as in celebraty or any other famous person... I rather Be Somebody here where I am, for this moment I'm living. I mean - I would like to Be Somebody for those who are around me, in many small ways and not trying to kill myself over something I can't do. 'We make our own Destiny' - many times I've heard this and not less I've said that myself. But the past few years I don't think like that any more... Something happened, something is happening and something will happen. Something that's not in my power... So to speak...

In that book I 'menchined' earlier, the Writer is saying about that, how our thoughts control us. What we think is who we are. It's not what we think we are, but we are how we think, you follow? Every single action we make is the consequence of what we're thinking. So 'We make our own Destiny' perfectly fits here. It's not others blame of our failure or mistakes we make it's all us. That's what the writer says.

Me? I've always blamed me for everything what happens. Even then, when it's not my fault... I never snitch, I just take the blame to myself, but when it comes to credit, I never say I deserve more then others. Actually I feel bad when I get more than others in my team, group and ect. ....

Guess that's all for now...

Later ;]