I must be crazy...

What's the difference between falling inlove and to love?
Easy - falling inlove is much easier and less lasting. But to love someone, is quite more difficult and takes more time.

"People do crazy things when they're inlove" - true.

Psychologist says - admiration for somebody can last till eight months. The Object will be everything you'll think, see, feel, and hear... For eight months you won't know anything else except that The Object is everything to you. In the 9th month it will strat to fade untill you're thinking clearly again. After that there's a bigger chance, that the person will snap out of it and forget about The Object, wich probably be a good thing.

Now I understand what was going on back then, when I was still talking with somebody...

And Now I know what might be going on.
And like times before it will pass till summer...

It's the way how it goes with me. Everytime it's the same...

So why am I scared?

Everything's better than ever. Maybe it's just too good to be true?... Could be. But I don't know. I never do... So far - so good. But still there's something not right... Guys are kinda good to me - that's stranger than strange to me, 'cuz I'm not use to it... Addults are saying good things about me - that's also new for me... Maybe I'm just scared of the fact, that people can tread me better than I'm use to or it's just all in my head. That wouldn't be a surprise...

Sweet Blue Sky - what's wrong with me?...

Don't tell me THAT'S happening again... No... Anything but THAT... Well if this is it, it's a good thing it passes fast... It did one, 5, nine, TEN times before and it will again ! That's what always happens, this time ain't no different. Oh, and since everything goes bad for me, I don't have what to worry about anyway... Greeeeaaaat #sarcasm#.....

One more thing - why do I have the feeling, that some guys like me? Personaly I don't mind, that they don't tease me, well much... But they don't have to make it look like this... It's confusing me...
Sometimes it looks like he doesn't know I'm there and next time when I get his look - it's kinda weird, sames, that he's even been waiting...
Sometimes it sames that the other one just can't look anywhere else just... Seems that I'm everything he sees.. Next - one day "we're ok", other - I'm the laughing-stock... Or how do you like this - absolutely no intrest for almost two months and suddenly somebody says something to me.... Or even better - since the start giving me attention...
I'm seriously not cool with this... How am I suppose to know anything?....

Lets just hope I'm imaging everything as always and forget everything I wrote here...


Thank You and Good Night !
Dulces suaños...

xoxo YourGirl