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The most time I've been trying to say the first thing that comes to my mind. But with this came the fast talking and no understanding express...

Several days ago I was walking (I wouldn't call it that way) my dog in the rain. Actually I was just standing infront of my apartment while my dog walked himself ;DD, any way... While the rain drops were falling on me I had a thought, that maybe the Sky really understands me, it's stupid, I know. But it's just that, on that evening - cloudy, rainy, full of mist... In my mind was going exactly the same. So I thought that maybe Magic can happen. I noticed this change of wheater when I wasn't feeling good days ago. So I have a request. Magic. If you're out there, anywhere. Help me. Please.

The next thing is that I think, I finally understand the saying "Sometimes It just takes a little to fell happy". Having a haircut really made my happy. I fell like I completely found myself. This new look was all I needed to fell more free and less complicated. Atleast something can work out for me ;DD... Also, reading, that someone is actually glad receiving a text from me, makes a difference to ;]...

But still. My quest continues. The legendary Search of a person, that would like to chat with my 24/7 is still not work so good as I thought in the first place it would be.

Next. This "Gossip girl" gig is, literally, getting into my head. Once again I'm daydreaming of the things that aren't going to happen even if I paid everyone to do it. So basicly I'm back where I started.

I'm so hopeless.

" - Yet again, so what.
- Says the All-knowing Sanity - finishes Brain.
- It's so funny, I forgot to laugh
- I sure haven't. "