'Why so serious?...'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

Who's serious now?

While coming home from the store, I looked in the mirror. Guess what I saw? Total apathy. Nothing. Glassy look. Dead eyes. Empty face. Nothing - ME. I saw me. Without any intrest in myself or life or anything that was going around me. That's what I saw. Sad huh? Just like everything here. What is wrong with me? Huh? Who is that brave and stupid enough to tell me, who the Hell I am?

Sign ups here ----->>


Got back home, ended watching Charlie Bartlett, and baked some pancakes, wathced Valiant with mom, and the End.

I don't know why I said that.

When you're feeling like a big pail of crap, you want people to see that.

If I could see myself through someones elses eyes, I think I'd see miserable teenager, that's clearly not OKEY with her life. That's how I feel today.

I wish when people look at me, see my eyes, they'd see misery, lonlyness, sadness, madness, everything there is negative. They'd come up to me, take one look, and turn away from me. Leave me there. Let me be. When I disagree with something, and it still is the way I hate, don't botter me. Don't try and talk with me, 'cause then, nothing will happen.


Have a nice day ! - by shooting me

Hey! I know... You're not there now, you're always not there,anyway...Doesn't matter, long time we chat, maybe you'd like to again sometime? Well, you know, crazy, nonsense, just have some fun. Like the good old days. Give me a text

I was refering to my Sanity, but somebody else answered. Thank YOU!!

Not so verrryy long ago I wrote a "Wish List" - 15 things I'd like to do someday...

Couple days ago I was so sad about one person... I tried to seek truth in this world, but I guess I'll never know...

I'm kinda distracted now.. I'll be back later...

01:15

It's Friday. Summer. I'm alone with my dog at home. It's dark. I'm scared. I want to cry. Scream. Do something !! I went to get a drink. I took a flesh light with me to walk 3 meters do the kitchen. I grabed the drink and ran back to my bed. I'm sooo scared to be alone here. Nobody talks with me. I'm scared. Lonely. Sad....

I wish somebody would do something like Patrick for Kat in '10 Things I Hate About You' for me too...

Well... I can dream about it. Can't I? ;]

01:29